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Nahhhhh.

When an admin is online tell them that you have been told that you may be un-ct-banned, and link to this thread if necessary. It is your responsibility to remind us, we can't remember everything.

You freekilled. If you can't understand what people are saying, then you have an issue as everyone else seems to manage without killing people for little reason.

I heard constant complaints about you whilst I was on the server (I went afk to browse reddit after I was killed). What I did see of you was appalling iirc, so I CT banned you. You clearly didn't understand the game, and you were spoiling the experience for lots of people. I don't really mind if you get unbanned, but from what I saw you seemed very incompetent and people were freekilled by you. edit: could you change your sig please, it is wayy too big. thanks!

I wish your bike isn't a bike. I wish I was a dragonfly.

Merged your thread with this, seeing as they are the same thing. ^_^

I don't feel that well at all. I am a complete emotional wreck at the moment. I just completely hate who I am, and everything about me. For a while I've been thinking about how people in general really piss me off, but now I just see that I am the only person who actually has an issue. I'd forgotten about the fact that I am a socially retarded piece of shit who will most likely never get into a relationship, no matter how much the idea of it appeals to me; I sort of forgot that things have never actually changed, and I know it is nearly all of my fault now. I hate myself for the same reasons as lots of other people hate me; I can completely understand why people such as Biggles can't stand me, because I resent myself for next to the same reasons as him. Since I've gone back to sixth form I've completely forgotten who I am. I've always been a prick that no one likes, but since I went back to school I've been a prick that quite a few people like.... and I fucking hate it. I fucking hate it. I just hate who I am at the moment, because I'm still an obnoxious cunt. I'm not sure if I can change this though, as I look down at most people, and people in general fuck me off beyond belief. Then I realized tonight that I'm not as "cool" as I think I am, as flirting with the girl I like just resulted in me looking like a twat. I also have no idea what I want to do for the future, and this is pressing so hard it is unbelievable. I've been afraid to admit it, but I want to become a composer... the problem with this being that I am completely shit at composing (I didn't realize how bad I am). I'm also stressed out to hell over the fact I left my school bag on a public bus. I'm hoping someone hasn't walked away with it, but my Mum (being the pessimistic twat she is) has pretty much ruled out the idea of ever getting it back, which is just worrying me even more. I just really needed to vent, I'm sorry.

You're just jealous that his voice doesn't kill kittens, Tiny.

I have a server.

oh lol Just wondering, but why is it every Tuesday?

I know that feeling. My Mum saw a picture of me hugging a girl on Facebook (my Mum doesn't even have Facebook), and now whenever anyone brings up the topic of girls she's already married me of to someone.

I feel good. I got home at around 12, and did fuck all for 3 hours. Since about 3, I have done a few hours of work (although some of it was on a webcam chat with totals + friends). I don't usually do much work, but I have done a few pieces of homework and a few hours of revision. It's strange, I felt incredibly paranoid this morning, but I've spent the last eight hours alone, and now I just feel happy. Partly due to the amount of work I've done, although I was paranoid because I can get really paranoid when around other people. Going to do another hour tonight, probably, before I collapse and play some jailbreak. Also, I am being inactive on jailbreak at the moment, my musical life is now quite active, and although I don't have much homework I am constantly revising now - this is the only way I will be able to manage five a levels. I'll try to be more active as I get into the flow of things, but just so every knows I am nearly always on steam if I am at home. If there is an issue on the server or anything, don't hesitate to contact me. I mightn't always respond (if I am away from keyboard), but if I see it I will do my best to help. But yeah, I feel good. I'm not normally this productive - although I will try to be now, as I've realised that once I get going I am happy to work for a few hours. It is normally getting my books out which I can't be bothered to do. It's like one of those things that once you do once, it is then easy to do again.

Try making some normal non-jailbreak maps. Just play around with the sdk editor and get used to it before you start doing serious things. You shouldn't dive in trying to make a decent map, just play around with the software, and try out lots of different tutorials teaching you new tricks. Only once you feel you are competent with the software I would suggest making jailbreak specific maps. Just my advice - play around with source sdk before you get too serious. ^_^

Have you ever made a map for any game before? I haven't, and gave up CSS mapping within 20 minutes. xD

Heyaieyehaeahyayeyaiya

This song is just so beautiful.

Hope everything alright man, best of wishes.

Yeaaaa, I live way too close to Biggles for comfort. Way too close. xD

When I'm drunk, I tell myself that I can handle my drink and I am not drunk at all. I do this in my head though, as people who talk about how drunk or not they are can be annoying. ;)

I do need to know, did you come up with this by yourself? If so, I fucking love you.

Yeah, I've been to Avergavenny. Had a concert there or something.

+1

Now I understand. I will never become what I want to be, because I have no drive. I get it now.

I AM THE ONE WHO KNOCKS

OKAY I CANT FUCKING LIVE WITH THAT CLIFF HANGER ON THE LATEST EPISODE OF BREAKING BAD FOR FUCKS SAKE.