If I can write an apology here:
I apologise to all who were offended by my disgusting behaviour. It is completely out of character for me, and I don't understand how I could do such a thing. I promise that this will never happen again. I don't want to go into details about what I believe may have caused such an outburst, because there's no excuse for such vile behaviour. Once again, I apologise to everybody on the server, and I hope you're willing to take me back, providing I behave appropriately.