Well, obviously that Pauline has me under her/his spell. I was a fourteen year old boy and all of a sudden I was getting all this attention from a pretty girl who had many pictures so it was easy for me to believe it was real. I was naive and unfortunately it was the drama revolving Pauline and Daemonic which pushed me to leave the community and try and start my own.
When I did leave, I never did it intending to start my own community, but as a kid who wasn’t very social not being in the community felt like something was missing so a few days later I decided the best thing to do would to start my own.